Lûçîfêïñ ([info]lucifein) wrote,
@ 2007-05-24 00:48:00
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Absence
Some of you may have noticed that I haven't posted as often as I normally do, over the last three days. It's alright. It's nothing you've said. It's just that with Frank's passing, I was struck harder than I thought I would be. Enough sadness to leave me unable to celebrate Fallon's birthday with her on monday, which would be the day I returned from Hellywood and found out he had gone. So I appologise to [info]chied for not being my bouncy self. I heard nothing from you guys about an LN this evening, so I'm gathering that you might be either partied out or as skint cash-wise, as we are until payday. I will try to make up for this somehow. I did try to buy you a birthday present the week before, but you weren't very compliant >:P Hehheheh.

In this post I also want to send my love to Lauren and all of Frank's friends and family at this time once again and tell you all, that although I wish I could be in Philly tomorrow for his funeral, unfortunately, finances wont allow it. All my best wishes to you all.

Normal service will be resumed shortly.



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[info]the_devilsbitch
2007-05-24 08:59 am UTC (link)
sad for your loss sweetie ;o(
*hugs* x

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[info]lucifein
2007-05-25 08:50 am UTC (link)
Thanks babe. Despite knowing it was on it's way, it still smarts. x

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[info]the_devilsbitch
2007-05-25 01:40 pm UTC (link)
if anything, i think its probably harder when knowing its on its way.

at least they are at peace now & without pain wherever they are ;o) x

i recently lost my best friend, and always think of her and smile remembering all the really good times we shared, i try to remember and be thankfull for all the good things she brought me and all the things ive gained in myself through knowing her, rather than allow myself to think of my loss.
its still very hard though, but at least dwelling on the positive of a very negative thing helps in a way to deal with it.
im not trying to in any way lecture,or say how you should feel. am just saying its been my way of coping, and i hope that even in some small way it helps.

i like to think of her leaving of this life not as goodbye, but see you again.
x

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[info]chied
2007-05-24 09:58 pm UTC (link)
Don't you worry about me love. I too am very sorry for your loss. Give me a call when you feel better or if you need some company.

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[info]lucifein
2007-05-25 08:55 am UTC (link)
What did you do for your birthday? Have you seen your LJ birthday card?

I always love your company, so I might try to bother you this week. I'm watching the fuel til payday, as Rich has broken his bicycle and I am giving him lifts to and fro work at the mo. I saw a statue of a man made completely out of random buttons in Ripley's Believe It Or Not Odditorium and immediatly started plotting how to rob that exhibit. Sarah wouldn't let me though! >:P

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